Thursday, December 24, 2009

On Hold…

Just a quick note that the blog is on hold until after the first of the year…with the holidays and my health, things have spiraled a little and time has passed too fast. So, a little break and we will return again after the first of the year. I wish all of you many happy wishes during the holidays.

Cherry

Sunday, December 13, 2009

I had to quit my job

It is no loss. Being a waitress sucked anyway…but now I don't know what to do. I haven't told the Craven's yet…Missy is going to Freak. I don't know what I'm gonna do about my house either. I guess soon it might be a moot point anyway, but still…All of these late nights with Missy and Dominick were taking their toll on my job and since my boss wasn't willing to work with me…I quit. It didn't matter to him that I was a good employee, and that I had worked there a long time. I doesn't matter that I'm pretty and a lot of the customers come there because of me…oh no. he just wants to make sure he got his pound of flesh every day. The bastard didn't even care that I often worked overtime to make up for the days I missed or if I was late. He was more concerned that I couldn't give a good reason for my lateness or absences…which, I guess can be expected…but I can't very well tell him that I am off keeping my vampire friends company so they don't get bored and go nomming on innocent people, now can I? so, he is a rat bastard. Typical male. He and Dominick would fit well together.

~Rita

Tuesday, December 8, 2009

I don’t know what his problem is…

What a freak.

I don’t know what his problem is. It’s not like we actually summoned anything. well…not really. I mean, nothing answered. I would have known. Anyway, that’s not the spell we used anyway. Ummm. Let me restart that. We were not summoning anything, nor were we playing. We were casting, but like I said, I would have known if something were around, and so would have Missy…what with her heightened vampiric senses.

He is just panicking. that’s all. He just wants to be seen as the one in control when he has absolutely nothing in control. God, what a loser. He really does need to be put out of his misery…or rather, out of our misery.

I still haven’t ruled it out, you know. I am trying for Missy’s benefit. But, he still annoys the hell out of me, and I know none of us would be in this mess if it weren’t for him. I bet he led Hildy to us, not the other way around…I have fantasies about hiring someone to do it for me…but then, there are days when the stronger fantasy is doing it myself. And not with magic either…ah, the dreams. I never knew I could be so blood-thirsty hehe.

But, I am trying…for Missy.

He is so….grrrr.

He is such a…such a…such a girl!

~Rita

Friday, November 27, 2009

Pick Me! Pick Me!

Pick Me! Pick Me!

Missy, Missy! Pick me! Pick me! Haha! I couldn't help it. I had to do it Missy. You left yourself wide open, you know you did. Seriously, am I that big of a bitch that you can't talk about anything without thinking of running the risk of hurting my feelings? I didn't think I was…but, I do admit that I have been a little…well, bitchy lately. You can talk about whatever you want. I don't promise anything, but goddess knows I am not your keeper. I love you too much to restrain you like that. However…I do beg the right to still bitch and moan and rip about him *wink* Don't take away all my fun. I will try to be less sensitive in the future though.

Dominick though…in your dreams. You only wish I had feelings for you. What do you do, sit up there in that dank cave of yours that you keep Missy captive in and dream of other women? Have you told Missy about this? OMG…it is restrained to women, isn't it…the least you can do is get me out of your fantasies. I will do what I can to get you out of my nightmares. I mean…ewwww.

And yes, I will be there this Weekend. We gotta do our usual vampire movie marathon! Got any new ones to do? Let's throw in some werewolf one's this time.

~Rita

Psssst…Missy…see? I am trying…I didn't mention killing him once, though it was hard! Oh...whoops, I think I just ruined it...

Monday, November 23, 2009

I Can’t Believe I Wrote That!

I have been so embarrassed about my last blog, that I have hesitated about coming back.

I am surprised Dominick hasn’t said anything about it yet. I must still have been slightly drunk when I wrote that to have said the things I did. My gods! I am still blushing just thinking of it.

Maybe I should delete it…but I am not that kind of person. If I say something, it stays said. Besides, the bad thing about the internet is once something is there, regardless if you delete it…it is still there. forever. Somewhere. And it will forever haunt you. Besides, if he has seen it, the damage is done. He would never believe I don’t have feelings for him. He is such a man. Vampire…Faerie…but still a man. He will believe what he wants.

I could have tore my eyes out when I read what I had blogged. The stupid thing is…I almost don’t remember blogging it. Hopefully, it doesn’t put more distance between Missy and I…we are working on our relationship. I would hate to lose the little bit of progress we have made

Saturday, November 14, 2009

Oh….my head!

that teaches me. I couldn’t take it anymore. Missy and Dominick…Dominick and Missy. I just couldn’t take the thought of them anymore, and so I tried to blot it all out last night with some drinking. Now I remember why I don’t drink often….oh gods. my head. it feels like it is going to explode. And trust me to have such a bright blog. Why? And the booze didn’t help in the least. Nope. it made it worse. The two of them danced through my mind all night long, enhanced by the booze…at least the proverbial pink elephant didn’t join in that dance. that would have been just a little over the top. it didn’t help that the booze enhanced Dominick kept trying to seduce me all night long. I wouldn’t have been surprised to wake up with him and Missy beside me. I wouldn’t have been surprised at all. I know that is what they…or at least he…is planning. the sick dog that he is. Gods…I gotta go take something for this head.

~Rita

Tuesday, November 10, 2009

It break’s my heart

I suppose I could try to be nicer. it would be a real challenge. it breaks my heart to see how much pain I cause Missy with how much I rip on Dominick. But, I just can’t stand him. I mean, honestly, could you? He is…arrggghhh. there is no words. I suppose some of it is…me. I can admit that. some of it is because of Missy and me not wanting Dominick in her life. But, come on. He is a vampire! I don’t care that he treat’s her well. he is a blood sucking demon. Yeah, he says he doesn’t drink blood. but how do we really know? He claims that it was that dreadful little Baethen doing the killing, but was it really all him? How do we really know? I don’t believe him. Maybe I should start doing my own little investigation. But, then it would hurt Missy more. I don’t know what to do. My instincts say run. My instincts say kill the bastard. My instincts say to protect Missy, whatever the costs. But my instincts also say not to hurt Missy anymore. I don’t know what to do. I know what I want to do, but I don’t know what to actually do. *sigh* My head hurts.

~Rita

Monday, November 9, 2009

He doesn’t have you fooled does he?

I am going to get sick if he continues on the way he is talking. He really doesn’t have you fooled with all of his talk of he hopes that one day I can start liking him so we can all live together…blah blah blah. yeah right. in his wildest fantasies. That will happen the day I let him turn me into a vampire too. Wait. I better not give him any ideas. he might enjoy that.

I would rather kill him then let him turn me. of course, I would rather kill him, period. He claims he is not a murderer, that he has never murdered. I don’t buy that. I don’t buy it in the least. I think he has. I don’t have any proof…just a gut feeling. I will find the proof…before he dies, I will find the proof.

And what was with Missy’s blog last night?

~Rita

Sunday, November 8, 2009

He makes me sick

This is my first blog. I have been debating on if I wanted to do this or not. But I can’t bite my tongue anymore. not that I do a very good job as is. After all, Missy is losing patience with me, though, Dominick does try to get her to give me time. Yeah, I would like to give him time. Time to rot in his grave.

I tried. I did try. Not at first, but after it all went down, I did try. For Missy’s sake, I did try, but I can’t stomach the S.O.B. He has never done anything to me. It is all to her. Sure, he treats her like a queen, but he turned her. He killed her. yes, Hildy struck the blow, but he was the one that made her the undead. I blame him for everything. After all, Hildy does belong to him as well.

I will do everything in my power to rid Missy of his influence. And I have a lot of powers at my disposal that I can try to do this…I will try to restrain myself. Missy means the world to me. I don’t want to hurt her. But, I don’t want to lose her any more than I already have. I think it is already far too late for our relationship, though I am not giving up on her. I will hang in there till the very end. We have been there for far too long.

He can go suck rotten eggs if he thinks I will give her up without a fight…Not that he has even asked. He does what he has from the very beginning. Just takes. Takes. And takes. What gets me is he doesn’t think he is anything like Hildy. I would like to point out that he is more like her than he is ever going to admit. The dirty rotten son of a…

~Rita

Rita is a character out a book series starting with Into the Forest (coming July 2010 from Mundania Press) and the sequel, Underhill (work-in-progress) written by Cherry Dumas (www.enchantmentofthemind.com , www.cherrydumas@blogspot.com , www.twitter.com/cherrydumas , www.facebook.com/cherry.dumas